March 13, 2004

• You know I was just thinking Chris about something from the Bible that says things done in secret will be shouted from the mountain tops.  Writing about your life is very similar to that verse, don't you think.  And if you can shout it from the mountain top, then you are free of the fear of anyone finding out that you were human and made mistakes.  So, in a way, posting your letter the last few times on Xanga was my way of bringing to the light some of my darkest secrets or at least what I thought were dark. 

  
  

  While I was writing about the time from when we last talked to the wonderful turning point in my life, I felt a very huge darkness in me disappear.  I good see clearly that my fear was dark and ugly but the experiences themselves were just small steps in my life.  The important part was that I kept moving and I didn't give up.  Every step in my life has brought be to here and now.  And I am very thankful for God/dess watchful protection all along the way. 

  
  

  There are so many avenues to talk about that my head is spinning.  I need to close now and thank you for being such a patient listener.  Blessings to you.  zera

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