December 23, 2005
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Christmas is such a difficult time of the year for me. I arrive unprepared every year without fail. Here I am once more with my sin bag filled to overflowing. Perhaps this year I will be able to accept the gift of forgiveness and renewal that is always offered and I am so unwilling to accept. My attitude has hurt and alienated those that I love the most. I am getting too old to drag this bag around much longer. I have been foolish, obstinate and arrogant and this year I pray for the gift of forgiveness and the humbleness to receive and be free. .
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Ahh Zera you could not possibly have a lot of sins on your shoulders. I watch an add on TV that says it is all in the perspective, and we can always view everything from many sides. Perhaps you need to look at what you feel from another perspective
You may realise you are a special person indeed. 
Have a very good, Blessed Holiday Season. {v]
Zera, it has been such a long long time, I have also been struggling with forgiveness this season, too long to get into the reasons, aging parents dysfunctioanl childhood and all that.. So I hope and widh for you the ability and the willingness to forgive what needs forgiving and the acceptance of self, as you are, as a means of forgivng your noble self.. LOVE.... susie
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