May 17, 2009

  • April 9/2007

    Saturday I went to the Psychic Fair in Roswell with M & C.  I wanted Dr Lee to work on C's back.  M got two different readings that were very positive to her.  Yes, I was the negative influence in her early life.  But I couldn't help myself at the time.  I had a terrific reading though.  I was told to learn how to receive from other and how to take care of myself.  My cup was empty and I needed regeneration.  Absolutely!  I have just been setting around waiting for things to happen instead of taking charge of my life.

    I did hear that my Grandmother was at peace and that I can talk to her.  She brought me a rose.  Also, the worry I had about her relationship with her daughter (my mom) is none of my concern.  She said there was a lot I don't know about.  It is a soul relationship for them to work out.  She says she only had my happiness in mind.

    Well, I hope she looks after my Mom because she needs it.

    I am happy she is aware of me and hope we can meet on the other side.  I always remember how she would just hold me whenever I needed to be held.  I know she loved me.  I am sorry I ran from her and was angry and avoided her for so long.  I need to grow up.  It takes me a while to understand.  I hope she loves my M. 

    I love you Grandma and I thank you for raising me.