August 22, 2004

• Saturday afternoon revelation:  Chatting with husband while we were out toodling around town, thought about not ever having a dream or a goal in my life that I could put all my energy into.  We were discussing deep issues!  Metanoia!!!!!  I do to have goals and dreams that I have met and am putting all my energy into.  When I met OT I knew that he was the man I was going to marry and live with for the rest of my life on this earth.  And I through every bit of charm, wit, wisdom, beauty, love talent, etc., etc., into getting him to marry me.  Well, accomplished that.  Am working on the rest of my life part and it does require work every day.  That is what a relationship is all about.  The second dream of my life was to have a little girl to raise and love and adore.  Well, I have my Megs.  And I do love her with all of my being.  These two have put me through the deepest hell and the highest heaven and everything in between.  Without them I would me a mere shadow of who they have helped me become.  So, I have a lot to hold my head up for.  I am a wife and mother and for me there is nothing better in my life except now being a friend.  Blessings.  zera

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